wE’rE eMpty
December 30th, 2007 by hollabadmAybE wE’rE tRying..
tRYing tOO hArd..
mAyBE wE’rE tORn apArt
mAybE thE timINg
iS bEating oUr hEArts
wE’rE eMpty..
hEYy..thOught lifE cOulD bE hApPy aNd eNjOyAblE with nO pRobS bUt it cAmE agAIn..thAtS why i dONt likE tO bE in lOvE..rEaLLy.. thiS hEArt aINt opEn fOr anyOnE..i dO likE him bUt..nO onE knOWs bOut my fEelings fOr him..ppl rEalLy thOught i dO likE him with all my hEArt..sOriE i liEd tO yOu..im rEally rEaLly sOriE..
likE wE’vE mAdE a pRomiSe fRiENsdS arE nOt sUpPoSe tO liE..bUt i diD liE tO yOu cAuSe i thOught i dO rEally lOvE yOu..whEnEvEr im wit yOu, it juST sEemS tO bE sO riGht..bUt whEN i hEars hEr nAmE, thE fEelingS wAsnt thErE..sAyINg eVEyrthing fRom thE bOttOm oF my hEArt..iM rEalLy gOnA sAcRificE..hANg oN thErE my dEArEst..sOriE fOr intErfEring..itS nOt hEr fAult..aNd itS nOt yOuRs..itS minE.im tO blAmE..bUt on thE othEr hAnD, i cAn lOvE anyOnE cOz anyOnE dEsErvEs tO lovE hU thEy wAnt..i wAs jUSt liStEniNg tO my heARt tOo muCh till im likE thiS..hOw i wiSH i wAsnt thErE fEr yOu whEn yOu nEed mE..sO all yOU hAvE iS hEr nOt mE..uR wOrDs rEalLy dO tOuchEd mE..i likE yOU..i aDmit..i likE YOu mOrE thAn a fRiEnd..But i cAnt dO anythIng aBout it juST likE yOu..thOsE fEelingS wilL sOon bE aWAy cOz i’Ll tRY my bESt tO avOiD yOu..i think dAts thE only wAy.tHoUgh i nOe i dO nEeD yOu..i hAvE tO lEavE yOu..nO mAttEr wht hAppEnS..thiS iS wht i hAvE tO sAy fROm thE bOttOm of my bRoKEn hEart..
hEY dEarESt..yOu nOE im rEfErRng tO yOU..
sOriE fEr wht i’vE dOnE..i’vE mAdE a miStAkE..
i dO likE yOU..anD nOw i gUesS i dO lOvE yOu..
tHOuGh it brEAkS my heArt, wElL i stiLl hAvE tO fAcE it..
i trEAsuRe wht yOU hAd dOnE fEr mE all thiS whilE..
u fill my lifE with hAppinEss..whENEvEr im with yOu..thErES nOthing elSe i coUlD think oFf..
i wAna spENt timE wit yOu..
yOu nOE i tReasUrE yOu alOt..aNd i dO miSs yOU Evry nOW anD thEn..yOu bRightEn uP my dAy with tHOsE sWeeT wOrdS anD i likE it..bEfOrE i sLEep, i think of yOu..whEN i wAkE uP, i smilE cAusE i found a fRIEnd likE yOU..u cOnfEsSEd tO mE..sO likE wAt yOu’vE sAid..itS fAiR nOw..u cOnfEsSEd aNd i’vE cONfEsSed..
thnk yOu fEr Evrything..i’ll wAit tiLl thE ENd oF timE..
sO..nOw..i gOtA gO my oWn wAy..mOvE On agAin..thiS iS wht alwAys hAppEnS tO mE..i fEel sO wEAk anD lOw whEn it cOmEs tO thiS..i hAtE it..i gOtA tEll mysElf..i dONt likE yOu..i juSt hAvE tO kEEp lying tO mySElf..i doNt cArE if im HURT..i doNt cArE! hEyyy..GuiDE mE alOng thRough aLl thiS.. itS gOnA 2008 in 2 dAys timE..im happy fOr it..brAnd nEw yEAr..im gOnA stARt EvrythiNg afReSh..fOrgEt bOut wht hAppEN..
i’ll rEmEmbEr thOSE swEEt mEmOriEs tHoUgh it wAs oNly a whilE..i’Ll rEmEmbEr yOur sWeet wOrDs..aNd mOSt of All..i’ll rEmEmbEr thE sWEetnESs in yOu sWeEthEArt..i dO still cArE fOr yOu..aND i cAn sAy..i lOvE yOU..lOvEs mEAnS yOu havE tO sAcrificE fOr thE oNE yOu loVE..thiS is wht im tRying tO dO.. sAcrificE fOr yOu..i’ll dO anythIng aS lOng aS yOur’rE hAppy.. dO tAkE cArE of yOursElf..thiS iS thE only wAy..
till hErE..
lOvEs,
~ E’chA ~
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